I SWEAR, some people just can't accept criticism! I can, so why can't they? I mean, THEY'RE seventeen, eighteen, whatever. I'm 13 and I accept criticism, why the hell can't they. Jeez. Wonder what crawled up their asses and died.
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They act like immature eleven year old guys. ARGH JEEZ PISH. These two sure know how to make my day suck bigtime.
Anyway, today's games carnival sucked, except perhaps for the loser cheer. I lost every game I played - captain's ball and floorball. Oh freaking jeezus.
Heh. I switched games halfway. Captain's ball lost its appeal after I only played once and my team lost three times in a row. Floorball... is a lame imitation of hockey. Give it up for the originals!
Gimme an L
Gimme an O
Gimme an S
Gimme an E
Gimme an R
What does it spell?
LOSER!
ahaha. Work of a genius, whoever made this up. (:
Us losers (except for the Carrom people, or however you spell that) thus happily went and cheered for Moting, Drina, and Teo Liang's team. I swear, Drina almost won! And she would have if her opponent hadn't netted the red piece. =
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You know, why can't teachers accept criticism? If students badmouth them on their blogs, then surely there's a problem with the teacher. If the teacher is okay, the student wouldn't badmouth her. The teachers should be the ones doing self-reflections!!!
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PAULA. Tell me about the secret involving the halloween gathering! How come you know something I don't?
Heh, okay, jaykay.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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omg stacey.do u have like double characteristics.ohh are u faking now.to show that u are a nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl with ur hidden smiles and everything? one word to conclude: FAKE!
Firstly, it's STACY, not STACEY! God! Anonymous, hey! You're my classmate and you can't spell. Hmph. Mrs Sushilla is gonna be so disappointed in you, lol. I just love sentence by sentence analysis, so if you flame me unreasonably, I will shred your dignity and pride to pieces and humiliate you like a pig at the abattoir.
ohh are u faking now.to show that u are a nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl with ur hidden smiles and everything?
I don't fake. I go about daily life as usual. Firstly, get it into your head that there're lots of people like me out there. I have met lots of them in chatrooms, on fanfiction, on allpoetry, fictionpress.
These people have many different sides to them, like me. I am talking slowly so that a seemingly bimboish person like you can understand me. Pardon me if you're not a bimbo, but it's easy for people to have that misconception, considering the n00bish way in which you talk. I mean 'ohh are u faking now'. That's SO primary five, ya know. But again, my insincere apologies if I have offended you.
Oh, so you want me to explain my personality? Okay.
I tend to act sarcastic, outgoing etc. (you get the picture) among my close friends, namely SPAR. At school, I don't have any close friends, so I keep to myself. My blogging style is usually the way I act among my close friends. Though, either way, in both situations, I'm still a diehard bookworm. (:
That's the simplest way of putting my personality. Before you snort and flip your hair and look at your nails and roll your eyes like the classic bimbo, let's continue.
nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl with ur hidden smiles and everything?
Hidden smiles? I don't know what you mean, as in, really.
Nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl? Who the hell came up with that? Oh, yeah, you.
Obedient, yes? No, I don't think so. I obey the basic school rules. I obey teachers because I'd have hell if I don't. Basically, anything "obedient" I do is just to keep myself from getting into deep shit. I mean, please, I'm sure you have also been obedient at some points of your life.
And anyway, if you think I'm as obedient as a tractable family dog, you are so wrong. You yourself said that I have different personalities/characteristics, and you don't know all of them - thus I can safely conclude that you don't know me, and you can't judge me.
Sweet?! Sweet?! Does a sweet nice lil tootin girl use swear words in her blog posts? Does a sweet lil tootin girl talk like this? DOES SHE?!
No.
One word to conclude: FAKE!
Honey, wrong grammatical use there. I'm not a bookworm for nothing, ye know. Correctly phrased, it should be this:
One word in conclusion: FAKE!
Doesn't that look much nicer? It does to me. Get your grammar facts right because it's so damn easy.
Anyway, forget what you think, I frankly don't know why I care... but anyway, believe what you like. I know that I'm not fake, merely having many different sides to me, something you as a mono-personality person will never understand.
Je suis STACY, n'est pas STACEY.
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Okay, now that worthless hate tag is officially settled, I shalt move on to other things. Like allpoetry IMs.
Okay, so basically I criticized this story: http://allpoetry.com/Story/1560061
me: This is okay, but not exactly touching. It's not HORRIBLE, but it's not nice either, and it's boring. I am not exaggerating. Anyway, there's this one thing that kind of pisses me off:"My first so be nice."Ahem. All writers, beginners OR not, have to accept criticism. Deal with it. This sentence only makes you seem more immature, really no offence, but that's what lots of writers think. So it's not okay to flame your first story, but okay to flame your second story? What kind of mentality is that? You might as well say, "Okay, this is my third story, it's okay for you to flame it."Please. Grow up.
The author (Yunaleska) said: Thanks for your honesty. I only wrote 'My first so be nice' because I have really low self-esteem so I worry about everything and I DO accept criticism, I'm fine with that. Just I don't like it when people have a go at me for writing something trash. I prefer them to be polite and nice about it.And I prefer people to be critical and that sentence happens to have a little sarcasm too. I'm hinting I know it's a bad write. I'm sorry that you took it the wrong way.
I replied in an instant message: All's well, thanks for explaining the thing, and my apologies if I offended you in some way.
Said she: ...that's okay.
Okay, and then her best friend read my critic and said: Guess who sounds like a real stuck up bitch here? Even THROUGH criticism you could at least be kind instead of rude, but instead, you had to almost literally attack my AP twin, which means that I now have to reply because you just pissed me off a whole lot. You know what? If you can't at least be nice during comments, DON'T comment. Yuna asked people to be nice. She didn't ASK for a critical comment, which means she doesn't have to put up with pissy people like you and if she is forced to, you will come in contact with me, so back off.
(this is the type of person who simply can't accept the fact that what's bad is bad)
I replied, anyway: Hi. I think you're a bit of a hypocrite, because if I was a bitch, then you're an even bigger bitch now...I know, she didn't ASK for criticism, but no one does. Good writers accept criticism. I do, so why can't she?
"she doesn't have to put up with pissy people like you" Yes, she doesn't have to, is that my problem? No. But she must be grateful to have a protective friend like you.Anyway, I could have been nicer when I posted the comment, but I found her prose really boring, you know, and a lot of writers, not just me, get pissed off by the fact when other writers say "my first so be nice". It's just immature, and I don't care what you think because freedom of belief exists and I believe what I believe.
Anyway, you know what? Yuna and I have already exchanged IMs before you IMed me, and everything's clear between us now. Still, thank you for taking the time to IM me. I understand you agitation but I still do not think I was wrong in posting that critical piece of criticism.
She didn't reply. Or at least hasn't yet. Oh well. People like that really make your day suck.
-failedpessimist
Firstly, it's STACY, not STACEY! God! Anonymous, hey! You're my classmate and you can't spell. Hmph. Mrs Sushilla is gonna be so disappointed in you, lol. I just love sentence by sentence analysis, so if you flame me unreasonably, I will shred your dignity and pride to pieces and humiliate you like a pig at the abattoir.
ohh are u faking now.to show that u are a nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl with ur hidden smiles and everything?
I don't fake. I go about daily life as usual. Firstly, get it into your head that there're lots of people like me out there. I have met lots of them in chatrooms, on fanfiction, on allpoetry, fictionpress.
These people have many different sides to them, like me. I am talking slowly so that a seemingly bimboish person like you can understand me. Pardon me if you're not a bimbo, but it's easy for people to have that misconception, considering the n00bish way in which you talk. I mean 'ohh are u faking now'. That's SO primary five, ya know. But again, my insincere apologies if I have offended you.
Oh, so you want me to explain my personality? Okay.
I tend to act sarcastic, outgoing etc. (you get the picture) among my close friends, namely SPAR. At school, I don't have any close friends, so I keep to myself. My blogging style is usually the way I act among my close friends. Though, either way, in both situations, I'm still a diehard bookworm. (:
That's the simplest way of putting my personality. Before you snort and flip your hair and look at your nails and roll your eyes like the classic bimbo, let's continue.
nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl with ur hidden smiles and everything?
Hidden smiles? I don't know what you mean, as in, really.
Nice obedient sweet lil tooted girl? Who the hell came up with that? Oh, yeah, you.
Obedient, yes? No, I don't think so. I obey the basic school rules. I obey teachers because I'd have hell if I don't. Basically, anything "obedient" I do is just to keep myself from getting into deep shit. I mean, please, I'm sure you have also been obedient at some points of your life.
And anyway, if you think I'm as obedient as a tractable family dog, you are so wrong. You yourself said that I have different personalities/characteristics, and you don't know all of them - thus I can safely conclude that you don't know me, and you can't judge me.
Sweet?! Sweet?! Does a sweet nice lil tootin girl use swear words in her blog posts? Does a sweet lil tootin girl talk like this? DOES SHE?!
No.
One word to conclude: FAKE!
Honey, wrong grammatical use there. I'm not a bookworm for nothing, ye know. Correctly phrased, it should be this:
One word in conclusion: FAKE!
Doesn't that look much nicer? It does to me. Get your grammar facts right because it's so damn easy.
Anyway, forget what you think, I frankly don't know why I care... but anyway, believe what you like. I know that I'm not fake, merely having many different sides to me, something you as a mono-personality person will never understand.
Je suis STACY, n'est pas STACEY.
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Okay, now that worthless hate tag is officially settled, I shalt move on to other things. Like allpoetry IMs.
Okay, so basically I criticized this story: http://allpoetry.com/Story/1560061
me: This is okay, but not exactly touching. It's not HORRIBLE, but it's not nice either, and it's boring. I am not exaggerating. Anyway, there's this one thing that kind of pisses me off:"My first so be nice."Ahem. All writers, beginners OR not, have to accept criticism. Deal with it. This sentence only makes you seem more immature, really no offence, but that's what lots of writers think. So it's not okay to flame your first story, but okay to flame your second story? What kind of mentality is that? You might as well say, "Okay, this is my third story, it's okay for you to flame it."Please. Grow up.
The author (Yunaleska) said: Thanks for your honesty. I only wrote 'My first so be nice' because I have really low self-esteem so I worry about everything and I DO accept criticism, I'm fine with that. Just I don't like it when people have a go at me for writing something trash. I prefer them to be polite and nice about it.And I prefer people to be critical and that sentence happens to have a little sarcasm too. I'm hinting I know it's a bad write. I'm sorry that you took it the wrong way.
I replied in an instant message: All's well, thanks for explaining the thing, and my apologies if I offended you in some way.
Said she: ...that's okay.
Okay, and then her best friend read my critic and said: Guess who sounds like a real stuck up bitch here? Even THROUGH criticism you could at least be kind instead of rude, but instead, you had to almost literally attack my AP twin, which means that I now have to reply because you just pissed me off a whole lot. You know what? If you can't at least be nice during comments, DON'T comment. Yuna asked people to be nice. She didn't ASK for a critical comment, which means she doesn't have to put up with pissy people like you and if she is forced to, you will come in contact with me, so back off.
(this is the type of person who simply can't accept the fact that what's bad is bad)
I replied, anyway: Hi. I think you're a bit of a hypocrite, because if I was a bitch, then you're an even bigger bitch now...I know, she didn't ASK for criticism, but no one does. Good writers accept criticism. I do, so why can't she?
"she doesn't have to put up with pissy people like you" Yes, she doesn't have to, is that my problem? No. But she must be grateful to have a protective friend like you.Anyway, I could have been nicer when I posted the comment, but I found her prose really boring, you know, and a lot of writers, not just me, get pissed off by the fact when other writers say "my first so be nice". It's just immature, and I don't care what you think because freedom of belief exists and I believe what I believe.
Anyway, you know what? Yuna and I have already exchanged IMs before you IMed me, and everything's clear between us now. Still, thank you for taking the time to IM me. I understand you agitation but I still do not think I was wrong in posting that critical piece of criticism.
She didn't reply. Or at least hasn't yet. Oh well. People like that really make your day suck.
-failedpessimist
;/;
Why is it so hard to find a good book/fanfic nowadays? I don't believe I've read all the good fanfics. There's no such thing. You don't read a couple of fanfics and then declare that you've probably read all of the good ones. It's insulting the writers and depriving yourselves. Oh well.
Jack the Ripper. Fascinating but gruesome. :D
No one's figured it out yet, huh?
Sex deprived freak.
GaMeS cArNiVaL
n00bspeak sucks.
Jack the Ripper. Fascinating but gruesome. :D
No one's figured it out yet, huh?
Sex deprived freak.
GaMeS cArNiVaL
n00bspeak sucks.
birdytamel. What a weird name.
Anyway. http://allpoetry.com/poets/anastazsia
anastazsia is me. It's the warped half Russian form of Anastasia, which my name originates from. Yay.
And duh, it's poetry. (:
I'm in school now. Who's watching the pyramid video?
Three periods of Maths today. Are teachers nuts or what?
wahoo. I look forward to the halloween thing. Bonfires! BONFIRES.
Oh, and I'm le bookworm in our class skit. I only have one word to say, and it's not even a word. Much.
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
That's what I have to say. And after the scene is over, I can happily go backstage and munch on cookies. (:
Joy just got game over for a game. She almost won.
Blogging in the school's computer lab is fun. Especially when you have sound effects coming from the video that's playing now.
Mrs. Sushilla thinks I'm a nice girl. How nice. Not.
She also said that 'not many people know I'm a nice girl'.
Because, uh, I'm not a nice girl?
Sure, I may be talented and intelligent and witty and sarcastic and not-funny and precocious and democratic but I'm not nice.
Please note that the above statement is not meant to offend those talented and intelligent and witty and sarcastic and not-funny and precocious and democratic people.
I just have a head as big as James Potter. ;)
What's that Chinese idiom again? Oh, yeah. bu zi liang li.
wahaha.
Joy got game over again!
And Emily's on Yahoo!.
Melissa's playing... what's that?
Michelle L.J.L is doing homework.
Games Carnival tomorrow. If we play against Loyalty, they're gonna trounce us. (:
How absolutely sad, innit?
BUT THAT MEANS THAT WE AIN'T GOT NO PHYSICS TEST!!!
Physics so sucks. I think. (----)
aliens with aids.
Anyway. http://allpoetry.com/poets/anastazsia
anastazsia is me. It's the warped half Russian form of Anastasia, which my name originates from. Yay.
And duh, it's poetry. (:
I'm in school now. Who's watching the pyramid video?
Three periods of Maths today. Are teachers nuts or what?
wahoo. I look forward to the halloween thing. Bonfires! BONFIRES.
Oh, and I'm le bookworm in our class skit. I only have one word to say, and it's not even a word. Much.
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
That's what I have to say. And after the scene is over, I can happily go backstage and munch on cookies. (:
Joy just got game over for a game. She almost won.
Blogging in the school's computer lab is fun. Especially when you have sound effects coming from the video that's playing now.
Mrs. Sushilla thinks I'm a nice girl. How nice. Not.
She also said that 'not many people know I'm a nice girl'.
Because, uh, I'm not a nice girl?
Sure, I may be talented and intelligent and witty and sarcastic and not-funny and precocious and democratic but I'm not nice.
Please note that the above statement is not meant to offend those talented and intelligent and witty and sarcastic and not-funny and precocious and democratic people.
I just have a head as big as James Potter. ;)
What's that Chinese idiom again? Oh, yeah. bu zi liang li.
wahaha.
Joy got game over again!
And Emily's on Yahoo!.
Melissa's playing... what's that?
Michelle L.J.L is doing homework.
Games Carnival tomorrow. If we play against Loyalty, they're gonna trounce us. (:
How absolutely sad, innit?
BUT THAT MEANS THAT WE AIN'T GOT NO PHYSICS TEST!!!
Physics so sucks. I think. (----)
aliens with aids.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Because I feel wonderfully de-stressed today and I have completed my homework, I shalt blog. Note that I'm still in Shakespearean mood. Getting full marks for lit DOES things to you. ;)
Now, the concealment of certain showoff-ish words is very obvious, so yeah.
No, wait, isn't there that darn physics test to study for? Oh. It's not counted. -beams- I guess I'll just cram in the basic facts tomorrow. Just to keep myself happy when I pass my test.
Yes, I am that lousy at physics that all I hope for is a pass. And most people close to me know that I would hate to fail any test/exam that is counted towards our PPR. Those not-counted tests I can flunk all I like. (:
The reason for this manic frenzy to not fail any counted stuff is because I have never failed any exam/major tests before. Only some of the practice papers, which as we all know, is like - not counted. At all.
Bad attitude, bad attitude, bad attitude, I know. Yet, methinks that 'tis is enough to serve mine own turn.
ahaha. ego. diss me all you like. WAHAHA.
Ahem. Oh well.
You know, I think that two hours ago I wrote the longest newspaper reflection of my freaking life. All crap, of course. Heaven knows I never produce any true quality newspaper reflections.
Piano was actually good today. Lucky, too. Or maybe it's my own intelligence. ha. Clever me cleverly made the clever decision to cleverly stall for time so my teacher wouldn't ask clever me to cleverly play my cleverly practised (not) scales, because clever I cleverly didn't practise my scales. woohoo.
Scales. I hate scales. Don't see the point of em. As long as we know our key signatures... who cares?!
Now, the concealment of certain showoff-ish words is very obvious, so yeah.
No, wait, isn't there that darn physics test to study for? Oh. It's not counted. -beams- I guess I'll just cram in the basic facts tomorrow. Just to keep myself happy when I pass my test.
Yes, I am that lousy at physics that all I hope for is a pass. And most people close to me know that I would hate to fail any test/exam that is counted towards our PPR. Those not-counted tests I can flunk all I like. (:
The reason for this manic frenzy to not fail any counted stuff is because I have never failed any exam/major tests before. Only some of the practice papers, which as we all know, is like - not counted. At all.
Bad attitude, bad attitude, bad attitude, I know. Yet, methinks that 'tis is enough to serve mine own turn.
ahaha. ego. diss me all you like. WAHAHA.
Ahem. Oh well.
You know, I think that two hours ago I wrote the longest newspaper reflection of my freaking life. All crap, of course. Heaven knows I never produce any true quality newspaper reflections.
Piano was actually good today. Lucky, too. Or maybe it's my own intelligence. ha. Clever me cleverly made the clever decision to cleverly stall for time so my teacher wouldn't ask clever me to cleverly play my cleverly practised (not) scales, because clever I cleverly didn't practise my scales. woohoo.
Scales. I hate scales. Don't see the point of em. As long as we know our key signatures... who cares?!
Monday, October 10, 2005
shakespeare
What angel awakes me from my flowery bed? Titania
Peaseblossom, Cobweb, Mustardseed, Moth. Names of the darn fairies.
I fear it, I promise you. Starveling
Bless thee, bless thee, Bottom! thou art translated! Quince
By'r a lakin, a parlous fear. Snout
Will the ladies not be afeard of the lion? Snout
find moonshine, find moonshine! Bottom
Must I speak now? Flute
brisky juvenal... Flute
What hempen homespuns have we swaggering here?
So near the cradle of the fairy queen?
What, a play too? I'll be an auditor
And an actor, too, if I see cause.
Puck (I just love this guy!)
Are we all met? Quince
Pat, pat...blah blah blah. Bottom
eke most lovely Jew Flute
Odours, odours. Quince
I believe we must leave the killing out, when all is done and well. Starveling
Considering that all that is rattled off from memory, and I've only started actually reading Shakespeare last night, I think it's pretty good, eh? Not.
Oh well.
Peaseblossom, Cobweb, Mustardseed, Moth. Names of the darn fairies.
I fear it, I promise you. Starveling
Bless thee, bless thee, Bottom! thou art translated! Quince
By'r a lakin, a parlous fear. Snout
Will the ladies not be afeard of the lion? Snout
find moonshine, find moonshine! Bottom
Must I speak now? Flute
brisky juvenal... Flute
What hempen homespuns have we swaggering here?
So near the cradle of the fairy queen?
What, a play too? I'll be an auditor
And an actor, too, if I see cause.
Puck (I just love this guy!)
Are we all met? Quince
Pat, pat...blah blah blah. Bottom
eke most lovely Jew Flute
Odours, odours. Quince
I believe we must leave the killing out, when all is done and well. Starveling
Considering that all that is rattled off from memory, and I've only started actually reading Shakespeare last night, I think it's pretty good, eh? Not.
Oh well.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
post office
after passing the post office this evening in my mum's car, yours truly was tempted to write a poem. I wrote two poems. I don't know if you'll like them but heck. :D
THE STAR
Shining dully, faintly, but there-
Huddling amongst galaxies of galaxies.
Inner flame is nearly extinguished
Just about gone, but provoking aware
Intimate dreams prevail, fade-
Ecstasy would come, but hasn’t.
RAIN ON ROSE
Raindrops spilling onto roses,
Serenading dusk.
The scent of bloom in the soft spring rain
Provokes a lustful wind, a gust.
A/N - If you're smart, you'll figure out what I've hidden. Though the second poem is pretty pointless. I just love poems without much rhyming, yet manage to have so much rhythm. But I've a long way to go, so wish me luck. (:
oh, and just a side note. a useful tip. Don't buy the IMPACT Pepper Mints, Sugar Free. They taste...ugh. Buy the peach flavored ones if you will. They taste nicer. The Pepper Mint flavoured ones taste like toothpaste.
THE STAR
Shining dully, faintly, but there-
Huddling amongst galaxies of galaxies.
Inner flame is nearly extinguished
Just about gone, but provoking aware
Intimate dreams prevail, fade-
Ecstasy would come, but hasn’t.
RAIN ON ROSE
Raindrops spilling onto roses,
Serenading dusk.
The scent of bloom in the soft spring rain
Provokes a lustful wind, a gust.
A/N - If you're smart, you'll figure out what I've hidden. Though the second poem is pretty pointless. I just love poems without much rhyming, yet manage to have so much rhythm. But I've a long way to go, so wish me luck. (:
oh, and just a side note. a useful tip. Don't buy the IMPACT Pepper Mints, Sugar Free. They taste...ugh. Buy the peach flavored ones if you will. They taste nicer. The Pepper Mint flavoured ones taste like toothpaste.
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memorable msn nicknames. finish conversations with a nice big smile. :)
I just love to write, and that's probably why I blog so much. Oh well. My book review awaits.
I just love to write, and that's probably why I blog so much. Oh well. My book review awaits.
is
How absolutely touching. A picture given to me. ;) Not very special, but the camaraderie's there.
I have a lit test on tuesday which I haven't studied for. I don't plan to flunk it, but I don't plan to study either. But the latter won't prevail. I'll study anyway. Damn guilt.
Two book reviews to do. Piano to practise. (I just can't get this song right) Lit test to study for. More songs to download. Hockey to practise, only my stick is currently in school.
Wish the seniors weren't coming to training next next week. I don't dislike them, as in, dislike dislike, but I prefer sec ones-only trainings.
Freak darn shit! Oh bother. I feel like singing a threnody for you. Baroque style. Ornamentation and all. Out of all the old music, I like Celtic and Baroque the best. Folk songs, like Irish and Scottish and English folk songs, are nice as well. Wonder if they all have threnodies. (:
Yeah and I don't like having to do book reviews. It's almost as bad as lit. Just minus the hard thinking. Think hard. Bah. As if it's that enjoyable.
I'm going cycling later. Revel in my freedom! haha. Paula's finished her exams, I can't believe it. Usually most schools finish only next week, but darn.
I'm feeling sorta depressed because I'm listening to Ashlee Simpson's 'Endless Summer'. I like her name. Ashlee. The song gives you that bittersweet feeling. I'm going to recommend it to readers of the very last chapter of Ironically So.
Ironically So is my baby. Wonder how I'm going to conclude it. It's a lousy story, though. Barely any plot. Just a get 'em together story, plus rubbish added in in bits and pieces.
It's not my stinking fault that your life sucks.
I still like it. The real plots will come in my next story. I think it's going to be original fiction, not fanfiction. Like the new music? You'd better.
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