Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
oh man oh man, Robyn, Paula, let's celebrate halloween early! see, I was thinkin' about that time when the old Colchester playground was still around and Saranya invited the guys along, an' i thought it'd be total shit but it ended up being real fun cos gwl turned out to be pretty good at making bonfires-
and i still remember he was going on about how fire and oxygen and carbon dioxide were related and i snapped at him that we weren't here for a science lesson and he was all 'okay, okay' and then we continued on our merry way-
do you guys remember? i brought perse the rabbit along, and his whiskers almost caught fire, and believe it or not it's been more than 2 years but i still miss him. I remember I really do and i admit i actually miss having gwl around and i miss goofing around with yall and i miss that brief space of time in december04 when we played badminton with s'hao, mushroom suganthan shi hui etc. almost everyday and remember?
and now we've all grown up and i'm losin' you guys to what, cca and tests and stuff like that an' that just ain't right because school isn't supposed to be that important and it's 6.58pm now and usually around this time i'd be out playing badminton or doing something fun with you guys but i'm stuck here ranting to an unresponsive blog and i'm rantin and rantin and i don't know what to do cos i've so fucked up basically my only social life and gosh i hate to admit it but i can't live without friends-
i don't wanna make new friends, you see, i'm scared that when i grow up i'll forget all you great people and make new friends that i will think are just as great but in reality are nothing in comparison to you guys, oh my god. i wish i were 10 years old again, i don't want to be in sng and i don't want to grow up and i want to turn back time re-live the past four years and avoid becoming a lonely introvert-
if i were an emotional girl i'd be crying and cryin right now but i'm not i just feel real sad, and pardon the lack of capitalization and stuff but right now it ain't important enough.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
